"I wish I felt, just a little more, to complete that dopamine max level so I become addicted to pleasing and
making her happy. I wish I could get
drunk in her love just a little bit more so I can fool myself publicly in
loving her back! But No! i'm just tipsy,
0.001 liters away from becoming love
drunk. I simply wish I could love her a little bit more".
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Hey GUYS!!! *waving and smiling*
Today's post is more of an interactive one and i would really like to know your thoughts and suggestions on the matter.
You know how sometimes you meet a guy or a girl and they seem like the "perfect one", they have all the attributes of a good partner, they are like 100 yards of "wife/husband material"...BUT...you just don't feel anything for them, they show you all the love you can imagine but its like your love channel has been blocked towards them and you can't reciprocate...hmmm.
Anyways, a reader of this blog (who prefers to remain anonymous) has so generously shared his story with us, that's what started this post and it continues after all this my many many talk, hehehe, so ya'll should read and please comment with your opinions, thanks a bunch in advance for your comments *big grin*
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She has all a brotha could ask
for, beauty, brains, character even d fear of God! (can. you beat that?) and she loves me, that I know! I have seen cos she has shown and I have heard cos
she has said.
Yes, I know you must be
wondering, and you'll could probably be saying, "ehen! So what is now the problem?" Well dis is it, she feels for me more than I feel for her... I think.
I know I can do a lot for her,
would even wanna take a bullet for her and all that noble stuff. Problem is that
she isn't even looking for all that. All I believe she would love to hear is,
"i'm yours", buy I don't feel that much
just yet, can't say it if I don't mean it! I believe it'll be realer if i'm saying it because I believe it and want it and not cos I have to. Don't you agree? I feel
hurt that I can't be what she would love me to be. I could work towards being it
tho! But am i supposed
to???
Is this an issue that can be
acquired from effort? I mean I doubt she feels d way she feels about me from
effort!
I felt that way bout someone
else before, and I felt stupid for being so
foolishly in love. Still feel nervous whenever i come across her till this
day, so
I think I understand how she feels.
A more reason why it hurts so bad!
I want to make her happy, but it seems trying to increase my affections for her beyond where it already is hurts
her instead of the contrary. I'm really confused! It's like no matter what I do I end up
hurting her. I mean if I try to love her more and fail in the process, I hurt
her. If I break off from her and try to kill the little affection that is there, I also
hurt her. I know I haven't given y'all enough details to truly understand what's going
on here, but with this little I've said, please, I beg of thee, help me, What do I
do???
From ANONYMOUS
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